God of Pain is one of those books that made me feel a myriad of feelings. At first I fell in love with it, then my heart broke into a million pieces, which were finally put together at the end and made me love the story of Annika and Creighton with all my heart. It's hard to put into words how it feels after reading another Rina's masterpiece. Each book she creates is an unforgettable experience that will never be forgotten. This was also the case with God of Pain.

Creighton is my totally favorite. I fell in love with him at first sight and nothing could change my opinion about him. He is a strong man, but also overwhelmed with pain and suffering from the past. I love both his soft and dark side, his demons and the light that only one person, who loves everything that's purple, could induce in him. I love how he fought, both literally and metaphorically. Not only was he able to release his pain underground, but he also fought to keep his monsters from taking over him. His relationship with Eli, Elsa and Aiden is something I keep thinking back to. I just love them together. I could go on and on about Creighton, but I wouldn't be able to do so, except for a large part of him that enveloped Annika.

"He’s the pain that’s brimming with pleasure. The silver  of light in the middle of the darkness." 

The mafia princess is the heroine who surprised me with the book, but also evoked so many different emotions in me. I loved it as only she could break down all the walls Creighton built in the past, as only she could break down his shell. Only she was also the light in the dark tunnel of his soul, and only she could become his anchor. It should be noted that not only Creighton opened up to Annika, but it was her transformation that held me to the wall. I always think she will be fragile, but I also knew that she is like a pearl that hides a secret, its other side. How Annika is like her mother is striking, not only visually but also in terms of what kind of person they are. Both were overcome by demons that could only defeat them by themselves. However, it was not possible without the support of super possesive men like Creighton and Adrian.

"Violet, she says without thinking. It’s less superior than purple"

Annika and Creighton's love might seem easy at first, but I think it would be an underestimation of Rina's talent. She always knows where and how to turn story 180 degrees. Always the turning point in her book is the moment when you realize that you not only read the book, but you live it. You experience emotions experienced by the characters, even if it is pain, it is needed to make love taste even better in the end and to better understand the hidden meaning of the story. I just love Rina and her books. I love how she can possess me in the good sense of the word. Definitely God of Pain was one such story. Annika and Creighton have made a special place in my heart. I love their book and never get rid of it. It was an adventure that made me cry, like I really was crying like a little kid but also made mine heart beat faster💜💜💜